Well Here Goes Nothing/Everything!!!09:29 Aug 27 2015
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Well This Is My First Journal Entry, I Just Spent Two Hours Writing One And Of Course It Did Not Enter The Journal But Disappeared Into The Ether, What A F..king SHAME. This Seems To Happen To Me Quite Alot, Why I Know Not. I Just Wanted To Say Thank You To All That Have Helped Along The Path, I Will Not Mention Names, As We Are A Private Lot Of Creatures, But Nonetheless Thank You ALL, You Know Who You Are(I HOPE, LOL!!!), Just Celebrated My 21st Anniversary, And Like Every Other Anniversary Over The Last Several Years, It Was In A Hospital With My Wife, Which Means No Flowers(OTHER PATIENT IN ROOM WITH HER ALLERGIC TO THEM, OH WELL!!!) No Chocolate Or Cake Or Ice Cream, because My Wife Cannot Eat Food, All She Can Put Into Her Body Through A Central Line In Her Heart, Is A Formulary Called TPN(TOTAL PERENNIAL NUTRITION), That And Bags Of IV Potassium And IV Anti-Biotics, Needless To Say, Even Though She Was Still Alive It Really Sucked For Us Both As Far As Anniversary's Go. We Used To Go Out To Eat, I Would Always Give Her A Dozen Long Stemmed Red Roses, With Some Babies Breath Thrown In For Contrast, We Would Hold Hands At Our Dinner Table And About Nothing And Everything For Hours, That Is What It Means To Be In Love With Someone, All The Little, Or Big Expensive Gifts Mean Nothing If The Both Of You Do Not Truly Love One Another Deeply, Flaws And All!!! So I Guess That It Was Not A Bad Anniversary, We Just Feel All Cooped Up With Another Patient In The Room, It Is Hard To Have A Private Talk, And A Good Kiss Or Two. My Lady Got Transferred To An Acute Care Facility Today In Marin County Called Kentfield Hospital. Never Been There So We'll See What It Is About In The Morning. I Have Noticed That Since I Have Stopped Holding Back The Change(IF THAT IS WHAT IT IS), Bu t Believe It Is, My Night Vision, Always Very Good, Seems To Have Increased In Acuity And Distance, I Also Think A Lot About Blood, I Cook My Steaks Very Rare So I Can Enjoy The salty Iron Blood Taste In The Meat And Around The Bone. I Can Calm Animals If They Are Going Ballistic, And I Enjoy Being In The Dark, I Hate The Sun, Even Though I Can Be In It, I Hate It, i Suppose I Always Have, Even As A Boy I Used To Go To The PM Swimming Time, Like From 7pm-11pm, At The Park That Had The Pool We Went To. I Am Still Seeking Out A True Immortal Mentor, because Like A Big Dry Sponge I Want To Soak Up All The Knowledge Of My Kind, The Everyday Knowledge, The Hidden Knowledge, The Secret Knowledge, And The Forbidden Knowledge. But Alas I Have Had No Such Luck. To Me It Would Not Matter Now, if The Vampyre Mentor Were Evil, Or Good, Or Like All Of Us, Walk That Razor Thin Line That Separates The Two. I Would Be His/Her Servant, And Acolyte For As Long As He/She Needed Me, or Thought That I Must Go Out Now And Put To Use All That Was Taught To Me, The Thought Of It Sends Shivers Down My Spine!!! I cannot Stand The face Of The Scientific Community Today, They Are So Unwilling To Follow The Paranormal, Even (EXCUSE THE PUN) When It Is Biting Them In The Neck!!! Perhaps We Are Lucky It Is This Way, I Do Not Know, But Someone Should Be Taking The Quest For This Knowledge Seriously. The Ghost Adventures Crew Seems To, But They Only Seem To Be After Ghosts Unseen Demons, Evil Spirits, Poltergeists,ETC. They Are Still Amazing Though, And I Watch Them And Study Them Quite A Bit, I Detect No Fraudulent Activity From Them. They Seem To Be On The Level. I Also Seek A Coven Of My Own Ilk, As Nothing Is Written (AT LEAST I HAVE NOT FOUND IT), About The Differing Covens, I Would Wish To Join One That Is All About Vampyres, And Only Vampyre Members. Not Sure What The Coven Is Used for, As I Never See Anything Like."HEY!!! All Werewolves And Lycanthropes, Come Join The Coven Of The Fang Every Wednesday Night , You'll Have a Howlin Good Time!!! It Never Appears That Way, Which Makes Me wonder, What In The Heck Are Coven's Called For, SECRET MEETINGS, POTLUCK DINNERS, STORIES OF OUR KIND??? Someone Please Enlighten Me. I Am At The Crossroads At This Time, I Need A Mentor And A Coven, And Friends Do Not Hurt Either, So If You Can Help Me Figure These Things Out, Or get Me A Mentor Along As In A Coven, i Would be In Your debt, This Is The End Of My First Journal Entry, FELICITATIONS, JamesTheArbiter.
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Amenthewick
10:31 Aug 27 2015
yeah it kicks me off too......first of all......break what you write up into categories more....people like to pick and choose on here.....when I see long paragraphs it makes me feel intimidated.....as your journal should be called a news feed....everyone can read it....so remember your online....there are also hackers all over vr....too....so unlike Facebook....it pays to be polite more on here....just copy and repaste as soon as you log back in.....you have to learn the site By actually learning how to use it by actually using it. supposedly....you can insert pic in your journal too....but I refuse to have a third party online drive like Dropbox so I'm Sol....
RemappingtheHumanSoul
22:54 Aug 28 2015
I suggest if you are writing a long journal entry or a long message either use Microsoft word and save stuff to that or type a paragraph or so, copy it and continue typing. When or if the site kicks you out or re directs you for some reason you can hit the message box and hit Ctrl v and it will paste what you copied.
1: first highlight what you are typing and hit Ctrl C on your key board.
2: If need be hit in the message box Ctrl v and your stuff will be pasted in the box.